CATHOLIC NEWS OF THE WEEK . Saturday, 11 November 2017

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I confess to almighty God…

Imagine Juan, a barangay official in The Philippines, as he sat in the church alone. He was waiting for the priest and when Father Pepito came into the sanctuary, he noticed Juan looking distressed and he went to him and he asked in Tagalog, “Can I help you?”
 
“Yes, Father, I want to confess, but I am ashamed of what I have done, not even God can forgive me,” he answered.
 
“You don’t know the mercy of a loving, caring Jesus. If you are truly repentant and willing to make amends for what you have done, forgiveness is possible,” the priest told him assuringly.
 
“Father, forgive me, my conscience will not let me sleep at night, I am deeply troubled by what I have done,” the penitent continued.
 
Then the crunch question. “What is it you have done?”
 
Then he opened up and his story, poured out seeking from relief and expiation of past deeds.
 
“Father, I joined a police squad. I became a vigilante. We wore bonnets and we just selected anyone in the barangay. It was a young suspect, a teenager, tagged as a suspect, but we had no evidence on him doing anything illegal and the group just said we will get him.”
 
He fell silent with his head sinking into his hands he wept.
 
“What happened, what did it mean to get him?” Father Pepito asked, fearing the worst. Wiping his eyes and in a low whisper Juan confessed, “We killed him, at night, we took him out of his house and shot him, we made it look like he fired a gun at us, but he didn’t and then we wrapped him in a plastic bag and taped him and put a sign, ‘Drug addict ito.’ It was to be a warning to others.”
 
Father Pepito was shocked hearing this story. He prayed to God to give him the moral strength to hear it out and to know the right thing to do. He was silent for a while and then asked Juan, “Why did you and the others do it?”
 
The answer simple, “For money, we were offered a payment, a bounty for every one killed and we were told we could save the nation.”
 
Perplexed, Father Pepito asked, “Was that all?”
 
The response, “No. That was just the beginning, there were many others.”
 
While this is a story put together from testimonies given by vigilantes and police seeking protection from the Church, priests like Father Pepito have to think what they would say if this was a sacramental confession.
 
He would be listening to a contract killer, a serial assassin. In a confessional situation the penitent would have to seek a real change of heart and mind, a turning to God, and not just be a man with a troubled conscience seeking psychological relief and counselling.
 
“Juan, if this is to be a true confession,” he replied in continuing the conversation, “you will turn to God and follow his way and change your life. You have to believe and live out the gospel and repent, do penance and make restitution first, then you will be truly forgiven.”
 
It was Juan’s turn to be perplexed. “What is the penance and restitution?”
 
The sacerdotal voice came back, “You have to turn yourself into the custody of a trusted authority under the protection of the bishop and testify in the Senate about the death squad. That will be a true confession and your penance and restitution to the victims of the death squad. Then you will truly be forgiven. True faith must be seen in action for good.”
 
There is a good change coming in some Filipino communities where the conscience of the people is emerging from a dark night of unknowing.
 
They are realising that they have been led astray and mesmerised by the shrill rhetoric of the voices of violence.
 
They were convinced that killing suspects was the best way to bring peace and create a drug-free society. Many Filipinos these days are slowly awaking to the truth that the extrajudicial killing of the poor is really murder and that to remain silent before evil is to give support to the evil.
 
One report says that forces unknown have killed 12,000 already. No one has been held responsible. But the day of reckoning is approaching.
 
The people are now listening to voices they once scorned and protesting against the killings. Bishop Pablo David is calling on the killers to repent, saying they need to be prayed for as they are the living dead.
 
But in The Philippines today, no one is safe. If the bishop continues with his proclamation of the gospel message that every person has the right to a life of dignity, he too might be charged as a drug lord to silence his voice.
 
That is what conscience is: an inner knowledge of what is true and false, good and evil, right and wrong. Conscience can be manipulated and weakened and can be corrupted into believing that what is evil is good.
 
This is achieved by fake media hype, the example of leaders making false promises and sprouting hyperbole, as well as repeating lies many times over. Proclaiming the gospel with a prophetic voice is bringing people to accept and live by the truth.
 
 
 
• Father Shay Cullen
www.preda.com